Ha, i totally forgot i even had a blog for awhile (: sorry guys!!
You know what. Today, I decided something. I was listening to the song High of 75 by Relient K and thats how i want my life to be. Here's how it goes...
We were talking together
I said, "what's up with this weather?"
Don't know whether or not
How sad I just got
'Cause on my own volition.
What if I'm just missing the sun
And tomorrow, I know,
Will be rainy at best.
And the forecast, I know,
Is that I'll be depressed.
But I'll wait outside
Hoping that I'll catch sight of the sun.
Because on and off,
The clouds have fought
For control over the sky
And lately the weather
Has been so Bi-polar
And Consequently so have I
And now I'm sunny with a High of 75
Since You took my heavy heart
And made it light
And its funny how you find
You enjoy your life
When you're happy to be alive
And the temperature is freezing
And then, after dark,
There is a cold frost sweeping
In over my heartAnd we might break up
If I don't wake up to the sun
Because on and off,
The clouds have fought
For control over the sky
And lately the weather
Has been so Bi-polar
And Consequently so have I
And now I'm sunny with a High of 75
Since You took my heavy heart
And made it light
And its funny how you find
You enjoy your life
When you're happy to be alive
The clouds have fought
For control over the sky
And lately the weather
Has been so Bi-polar
And Consequently so have I
And now I'm sunny with a High of 75
Since You took my heavy heart
And made it light
And its funny how you find
You enjoy your life
When you're happy to be alive
Sunny with a High of 75
Since You took my heavy heart
And made it light (made it light)
And its funny how you find
You enjoy your lifeWhen you're happy to be...
Alive
I've decided things'll start lookin up if i just decided to make it that way, go back to my optimistic self, and choose to be happy with the way things are. Even though I've been feeling like everything has been falling apart lately, school, stuff with parents, and even church.
It's kinda like the realization i made a couple weeks ago. from this picture:
It's helped me work on self esteme stuff. since i couldn't convince myself to beleive different, i'll jst take a different view on it: it doesn't matter. and now that i think about it, it doesn't.
So anyways (: just had to tell SOMEBODY... if anyone even checks this anymore!
haha. so.. i guess i'll try to put stuff on here more often, but i have so much hwrk that i never have time! maybe it'll get better... hmm...
oh well (:
SEE YA!
hehe
♥
